Kamis, 01 Oktober 2009

china daily

Hey there, it's been awhile since i updated the blog..

Here is another story of mine about my daily life..


Well, some people say that living in China is like living in paradise (*shopaholics, don't cha agree with me?!). You can get sooo many stuffs with cheap price here which I dont really agree with this statement. It's because they can easily tell that you're a laowai (means foreigner) eventhough you have chinese face like me :( and because of that, they will do the rip off thing. And then what you get is not what you want, a.k.a the price will increase far away beyond your expectation. Actually for me living in China is kinda stressing (*at least, I do think so). It's not only because of the rip off thing. But also because of sooo many things, the culture, the food that I am sick of, etc. and the most important thing is.. I couldnt open facebook, youtube, blog (*so how did i get to open this page? thx God that You inspire people to create proxy. But I should say great job for everyone that is contributing and dedicating their lives to make "the great wall" a.k.a chinese firewall for the entire china mainland. so we who need to be connected with the outside world through facebook feel so desperate and isolated). But hey let's get over with the above topics. Because the title today is THE INDEPENDENCE DAY OF CHINA. Guess what?! Yes, you are right! HOLIDAY!!!


In China when it comes to October, you will have a one-week holiday. It is called the Golden Week. Today is the first day of the one-week holiday, Oct 1, the independence day of China. I thought that there will be extremely enormous number of people flocking along the road on a parade or somewhat grand. But nah, the road was empty, the buses were empty and NICE (*as usually they are so filled with passengers, I mean it! you dont even need to hold on to anything but your belongings because you will never move any single tiny bits of footstep). But in some places, people did flocking, for example the walking street and the bar street (*we call those so). So as my tips for today, don't go to those places during national holiday. Today I went to my friend's place, a great getaway from my daily boring routine. From her place then we went to the newly opened shopping center! (*finally they build one here that's really looks like a shopping center). Suzhou is an ancient town. Old people live happily ever after here. They will just spend some quality time with their grandchildren or dancing or playing chess or practicing taichi everyday. With many scenic spots, it's famous gardens and canals, museums, plus a really bad zoo (*I went there once and I'll never going back again). So it's great to have a real shopping center, as usually in small city like Suzhou people don't really go to shopping center. You will spot there are many shopping center that's empty.


I spent the first time of the holiday hanging out with friends. Tomorrow is the day when all Indonesians are supposed to wear batik to show our nationalism. So I'll be going for shopping with my friends in batik (*will post the pics tomorrow). On Oct 3, it's the moon cake festival. Let's see what's gonna happen for the next 2 days. Probably I will have a sleepover, eat mooncakes while gazing the fullmoon at the clear sky.

Jumat, 18 September 2009

delicate




Rabu, 16 September 2009

weather forecast

i dont feel homesick anymore
today's weather in suzhou is quite similar to this pic
taken from the balcony at home
it started to rain
cloudy sky all day long
and it's windy
welcome autumn



Minggu, 13 September 2009

home is forever where your heart is

eat pray love

indonesia

leaves

balcony

charcoal




Kamis, 03 September 2009

life's a climb

was just watching hannah montana the movie with my girls
that was pretty inspiring
we also had a conversation that pretty comforting me
since i've been going through 'just another phase of my life worrying about my future'
everybody is indeed really started to leave suzhou
what am i gonna do?! what do i suppose to do?!
dunno what to say..

but hey it's the climb!
btw.. i like the view!


xoxo,
meL

Rabu, 02 September 2009

city of labor

hey cyworld!
this is me
back to suzhou, back to reality
humans do never feel satisfied
so do i..
i headed back to suzhou 2 days ago
and these days were the worst days for
i have never felt homesick before for 2 years long when i decided to go to china
but now in my third year, I REALLY MISS HOME
i miss mom, i miss dad, i miss my lil' bro
i miss my besties
i miss the food
i miss the food
i miss everything i left behind in my home country
i suddenly feel so devastated with everything
the school
the ambience
just everything!
why i had to come to china?
why i had to go here studying medicine?
these questions keep humming in my head
but then i told myself
be strong!
be grateful!
be thankful!
because His way is way above our ways
i'll never manage to understand His but to trust Him
and so like my blog is called
every cloud has its silver lining
FIGHTING!!!

Kamis, 20 Agustus 2009

Selasa, 18 Agustus 2009

MERDEKA!!

i am an indonesian
born in indonesia and speak indonesian
so proud of indonesia
proud being an indonesian
yesterday was our independence day
the 64th
what a great nation we are
unity in diversity
unique
exotic
we have to keep it up
i've been boasting about these on and on
must see :
flag-rising ceremony underwater at bunaken
flag-rising ceremony at tebing mandu enrekang
some indonesian traditional instruments playing indonesia raya
you will definitely love it!
sail bunaken 2009
visit indonesia 2009
HIDUP INDONESIA

transition

i have so many dreams to chase
nowadays i started to feel that my calling is even getting stronger
i need to make my dreams come true A.S.A.P
it's urgent call
ambition & passion
to become a good doctor
i used to feel that i suit as a fashion designer
but i changed my mind
guess my drawing is not that good
i do have so many images in my head but i just can't make those out of my head
i can think of it but i can't draw it out
so then i've come to a conclusion that :
"i think i'd suit a fashion stylist better than a fashion designer"
and i'm sure that i still can be great
i want kim heechul! ><
(oh, if he could read this..)
indonesia . china . japan . korea . singapore . europe . US
i really am in need to start doing my life adventure
travelling around the world
speaking in many languages
spreading love and peace
it's not about being like someone else
it's about being my trully own self
i am about to launch and beat this world
xoxo,
meL

Selasa, 11 Agustus 2009

yesterday i had time to kill
but hey guess what i found?!
hilary duff's movies
so then i spent my time watching all of 'em
duff has changed a lot since her first debut
but i'm still so in love with her

i'm so in love with these girls
they had me mesmerized

duff . hayden . ashlee . emma
girl powers!


Selasa, 04 Agustus 2009

i've been watching a japanese dorama
nodame cantabile
it was a ridiculously hilarious movie
music, friendship, love story
i started to love orchestra more than i used to be
love the grandeur and meticulous details of a symphony
knowing how to play notes with your heart too, not only with your head
to cherish your beloved one and your friends
friendship is the most important thing in this world besides family
music that comes out from your heart can touch the others'
determination
silly love story that i think only exist in fairytales
- meLLe -

Rabu, 22 Juli 2009

the old story

this is the most important story of my life
i have no idea about how i am able to get to china
though let me tell ya.. my fam isn't rich
i seem to have a good life, i do!
i never regret of what i've been going through & of what i have until now
but i think i just have to keep get going & work harder
but it's all just what it seems to be
mom & dad weren't from rich family too
they met up & decided to live together
started from zero, now they have become hero, lol, nah j/k
they really did started from zero ya'll
when they got married, they had nothing..
not even any household utensils
mom told me that the plates were from my aunt
the sofa was from my other aunt
the car we used to have was from my uncle
pathetic huh, no it wasn't, that's what we called FAMILY
i am proud of all of them
..and the story didn't end up just like that
after getting married for 1 year, i guess, then they have me
it was the hardest time my mom said
because both of them are working
so, there is no other way than to hire a nanny to take care of me
during that time all the effort they made was all being used just for buying me milk & for paying the nanny
as the time goes by, everything started to get better
it wasn't a smooth path at all
there were some hard times
when my dad was fired & only mom worked
they never told me anything about it but i knew
..and finally we made it..
here we are..
everything is much better now
sometimes i still can't believe that i'm already a university student in china
it wasn't too fancy but at least i study abroad
so from now on it's my turn to make my own story
i cherish everything i have & cherish every moment
thx GOD for just everything :)

Jumat, 17 Juli 2009

premiere

finally, i went out with my BFFs again after 6 months
then we did our ritual, we went to the cinema for harry potter
our funny ritual.. hihihi :) i believe now it's been for 8 years
and the funniest thing is that we still keep our tickets
however, it was fun to hang out with my girls though we're missing one of us
we surely are going out more often for the next one month

luv u girls



xoxo,

meL

Rabu, 15 Juli 2009

her





her name is han ji hye
a korean actress
she's an inspiration for me
she's pretty & cute
childish & mature
love her ^^
saranghae

Selasa, 14 Juli 2009

today's menu

hey cyber world,
it's my first time blogging
may i introduce myself..
my name is
M E L I S A
i am a little girl with BIG DREAMS!
...and i am on my way to make my dreams come true
i am currently pursuing my MD degree in china
iLove FASHION! iLove ART! iLove MUSIC!
these make my life colourful
i admire beauty & imperfection