city of labor

hey cyworld!
this is me
back to suzhou, back to reality
humans do never feel satisfied
so do i..
i headed back to suzhou 2 days ago
and these days were the worst days for
i have never felt homesick before for 2 years long when i decided to go to china
but now in my third year, I REALLY MISS HOME
i miss mom, i miss dad, i miss my lil' bro
i miss my besties
i miss the food
i miss the food
i miss everything i left behind in my home country
i suddenly feel so devastated with everything
the school
the ambience
just everything!
why i had to come to china?
why i had to go here studying medicine?
these questions keep humming in my head
but then i told myself
be strong!
be grateful!
be thankful!
because His way is way above our ways
i'll never manage to understand His but to trust Him
and so like my blog is called
every cloud has its silver lining
FIGHTING!!!