happy belated birthday

I was supposed to post it on Dec 7th, 2010 but I kept on putting it off until today..

I am so sorry..





You will always be in my heart although now you are not here with us anymore.

I regret those days when I took you for granted.

I didn't even get to tell you how much I love you and show how much I appreciate everything you have done for me.

You meant so much for me.

Thank you for just being there for me all this time.

I wish I could turn back time..

If only I could turn back time..





Happy birthday, you will always stay in my heart...

You will never be forgotten and I will keep you live in my mind...

thanksgiving :)

Thanksgiving fell on Nov 25 this year, 2010, and yesterday was Nov 26.

I just wanna say :

"Thank You Lord for everything that make me joyful and sad :) "

Seriously, you will never know when your heart stops beating. It is the best feeling in the world when you can hear your heartbeat for every second in your life and when you know that the hearts of those people you care about and those people who are around you is still beating inside their thoracic cage. Thank You Lord for every minute our hearts beat, for each volume of blood being pumped in and out through our heart. Your creations are just awesome and incredible, too marvelous for comprehension, indeed. Give me all the time and let me listen to the heartbeats of my beloved ones, let me know that their hearts will always beat as long as mine beats...

meL

the very last day

Hey, it's my very last day at home. Summer break has ended and it's time go back to reality, back to the hectic routine and all crazyness. I've been in super duper gloomy mood these days, err, the whole holiday. I've put too much thought on my mind, it almost drives me crazy.

Then today, I know there's so much more I will gain later. Sometimes to get something we want we will need to do sacrifice. So, I'll be patient a little more.

Not to be a gig, but to be brave. Fighting!
It does need sacrifice, but keep fighting till the end meL!
You'll never know what's waiting in the end of the rainbow, you'll get somewhat much much bigger than your expectation!



b . e . l . i . e . v . e

it's better to try and fail, rather than not to try at all

Well, this is life, that's all what I can say..
Tell me, please, be honest, don't you ever wanting to redo everything back to the past.
I want to do everything I had done once again from the beginning, just give me the time machine!
Or is it actually really just a dream, knock my head really hard, bring me back my consciousness, get me out of my nightmare.

bring my mind somewhere beautiful, it gets too ugly in here...

cause there're many things that couldn't be explained by words

i wish somewhere beneath the sky, i could chase my dream, creating my own perfect world...

only the sky is our boundary

WHAT A DAY!!!

IT HAD BEEN "WHAT A DAY!!!" FOR ME
THOSE THINGS MADE UP MY DAY!!!
RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES..
Could ... just please let me off this time???

d.r.e.a.m.s

Let me tell you one thing about what it is called "D.R.E.A.M.S"
It is a scary thing for yet unbelievable that can happen to you.
I had a dream about something and it turned out that the dream was really coming to be true.
It may sounded silly, stupid, or whatever, you name it.
But it did happened to me!
Yes, scary yet unbelievable!
How am I supposed to handle this???
I think I'm about to explode!
Unfortunatelly I really in the position that I couldn't tell anyone about the details.
I just had to write this so that my head won't explode.
I wish everything will be better..
I had no idea of what's going on.. I will never have any slight idea about it..
One thing that I know for sure is that I will always have my grip, and it is YOU!
I won't try guessing, I won't try using my rationals, I don't want to rush.
I have no escape but YOU! I think I'll just let go this time ~~~
I hope it's the best..

easter 2010

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!
Yesterday was easter, and the greatest thing about this easter were the new church and the choir! I am so thankful for the new church building that is so grande and wonderful.. I was involved in the choir also and we sang the Handel's Messiah.. Well, it wasn't my first time to be involved in a choir actually, but this time was very special. We sang an illegal piece, how great was it?! It was AWESOME! I felt like in the Baroque time, the feeling was so great, LOL! (*crazy, yeah I know it)
Actually I was supposed to go to Nanjing with my friends, but then I didn't regret it. But I am going to Nanjing some other time though.. I had the pictures but I couldn't upload it, so be patient folks!
And finale..
I am so glad that my Reedemer liveth!!!
He won and reign forever and ever!
FROHE OSTERN!!!

jjs

simple life

i found this small vintage store while strolling on the bar street..

i heart the ocean

a shanghai day-off

just some thoughts

like what i have said in my previous post, i've been really concerned about the environmental issues nowadays. these 2 days, i feel like being reminded about how to start making a change
it might sounds so cliche but let's start make a move. u should really try it because practice makes perfect and it does. in indonesia u might have been indulged with all the convenience provided. the stores give u plastic bags for free. no need to go to the bus stops to take public transports. the drivers will look for u 'dear passengers'. so that's the things that make our air so polluted, cars and cars and many many cars. and motorcycles, yep, the ones using gasoline and they are not only contribute to the polluted air but also contribute to the worst traffic jam u'll ever find in the world. while in the country where i'm currently living, they try to reduce the amount of plastics used. so they don't give us those plastic bags for free which is a good thing to do to educate their people how to treat their environment well.

enviromental saving campaign

a snow globe without snow, where did the snowman go?!

recently i've been really concerned about the global warming..

wish this planet earth would be a better place for us to live..