Well, this is life, that's all what I can say..
Tell me, please, be honest, don't you ever wanting to redo everything back to the past.
I want to do everything I had done once again from the beginning, just give me the time machine!
Or is it actually really just a dream, knock my head really hard, bring me back my consciousness, get me out of my nightmare.

bring my mind somewhere beautiful, it gets too ugly in here...