city of labor

hey cyworld!
this is me
back to suzhou, back to reality
humans do never feel satisfied
so do i..
i headed back to suzhou 2 days ago
and these days were the worst days for
i have never felt homesick before for 2 years long when i decided to go to china
but now in my third year, I REALLY MISS HOME
i miss mom, i miss dad, i miss my lil' bro
i miss my besties
i miss the food
i miss the food
i miss everything i left behind in my home country
i suddenly feel so devastated with everything
the school
the ambience
just everything!
why i had to come to china?
why i had to go here studying medicine?
these questions keep humming in my head
but then i told myself
be strong!
be grateful!
be thankful!
because His way is way above our ways
i'll never manage to understand His but to trust Him
and so like my blog is called
every cloud has its silver lining
FIGHTING!!!

visit indonesia 2009

sail bunaken 2009

MERDEKA!!

i am an indonesian

born in indonesia and speak indonesian

so proud of indonesia

proud being an indonesian

yesterday was our independence day

the 64th

what a great nation we are

unity in diversity

unique

exotic

we have to keep it up

i've been boasting about these on and on

must see :

flag-rising ceremony underwater at bunaken

flag-rising ceremony at tebing mandu enrekang

some indonesian traditional instruments playing indonesia raya

you will definitely love it!

sail bunaken 2009

visit indonesia 2009

HIDUP INDONESIA

transition

i have so many dreams to chase

nowadays i started to feel that my calling is even getting stronger

i need to make my dreams come true A.S.A.P

it's urgent call

ambition & passion

to become a good doctor

i used to feel that i suit as a fashion designer

but i changed my mind

guess my drawing is not that good

i do have so many images in my head but i just can't make those out of my head

i can think of it but i can't draw it out

so then i've come to a conclusion that :

"i think i'd suit a fashion stylist better than a fashion designer"

and i'm sure that i still can be great

i want kim heechul! ><

(oh, if he could read this..)

indonesia . china . japan . korea . singapore . europe . US

i really am in need to start doing my life adventure

travelling around the world

speaking in many languages

spreading love and peace

it's not about being like someone else

it's about being my trully own self

i am about to launch and beat this world

xoxo,

meL

yesterday i had time to kill

but hey guess what i found?!
hilary duff's movies
so then i spent my time watching all of 'em

duff has changed a lot since her first debut
but i'm still so in love with her

i'm so in love with these girls

they had me mesmerized

duff . hayden . ashlee . emma
girl powers!

i've been watching a japanese dorama

nodame cantabile

it was a ridiculously hilarious movie

music, friendship, love story

i started to love orchestra more than i used to be

love the grandeur and meticulous details of a symphony

knowing how to play notes with your heart too, not only with your head

to cherish your beloved one and your friends

friendship is the most important thing in this world besides family

music that comes out from your heart can touch the others'

determination

silly love story that i think only exist in fairytales

- meLLe -