Kamis, 26 Agustus 2010

the very last day


Hey, it's my very last day at home. Summer break has ended and it's time go back to reality, back to the hectic routine and all crazyness. I've been in super duper gloomy mood these days, err, the whole holiday. I've put too much thought on my mind, it almost drives me crazy.

Then today, I know there's so much more I will gain later. Sometimes to get something we want we will need to do sacrifice. So, I'll be patient a little more.

Not to be a gig, but to be brave. Fighting!
It does need sacrifice, but keep fighting till the end meL!
You'll never know what's waiting in the end of the rainbow, you'll get somewhat much much bigger than your expectation!



b . e . l . i . e . v . e

it's better to try and fail, rather than not to try at all

Selasa, 24 Agustus 2010

Well, this is life, that's all what I can say..
Tell me, please, be honest, don't you ever wanting to redo everything back to the past.
I want to do everything I had done once again from the beginning, just give me the time machine!
Or is it actually really just a dream, knock my head really hard, bring me back my consciousness, get me out of my nightmare.

bring my mind somewhere beautiful, it gets too ugly in here...

cause there're many things that couldn't be explained by words

i wish somewhere beneath the sky, i could chase my dream, creating my own perfect world...

Rabu, 04 Agustus 2010

Senin, 02 Agustus 2010

Sabtu, 10 April 2010

WHAT A DAY!!!

IT HAD BEEN "WHAT A DAY!!!" FOR ME
THOSE THINGS MADE UP MY DAY!!!
RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES..
Could ... just please let me off this time???

d.r.e.a.m.s

Let me tell you one thing about what it is called "D.R.E.A.M.S"
It is a scary thing for yet unbelievable that can happen to you.
I had a dream about something and it turned out that the dream was really coming to be true.
It may sounded silly, stupid, or whatever, you name it.
But it did happened to me!
Yes, scary yet unbelievable!
How am I supposed to handle this???
I think I'm about to explode!
Unfortunatelly I really in the position that I couldn't tell anyone about the details.
I just had to write this so that my head won't explode.
I wish everything will be better..
I had no idea of what's going on.. I will never have any slight idea about it..
One thing that I know for sure is that I will always have my grip, and it is YOU!
I won't try guessing, I won't try using my rationals, I don't want to rush.
I have no escape but YOU! I think I'll just let go this time ~~~
I hope it's the best..